So for those of you who know me really well you'll all know that I have the worst luck when it comes to just about everything. I'm clumsy and clutzy. I'm ditzy and easily can get lost. So my friends seem to find the need to shelter me from just about everything. Those of you who know me can vouch, my friends are usually highly overprotective of me. When we all lived in the same town I wasn't allowed out of their sight. Now all of that is great. Until I start to want to live my own life. Now, yes, I know that what I did a few nights ago was a horrible mistake. A mistake that I don't regret but a mistake. So to this my friends belittle me, which yes I deserve. But going on and telling me what I can't do? That I didn't deserve. So I want to live my own life. Be my own person. Yes, I realize he's probably a terrible person to get involved with and he'll never step up and actually try to be anything other than someone to talk to. But let me figure that out on my own. Let me sin and let me pay the price.

Thank you.